I have been looking through the window into the garden the whole morning.
Do you remember that white bird with violet-green collar? The one that flew over and perched on our south facing windowsill one morning.
Oh, my. I do recall it so so well. And when you turned away with boredom I stayed. I listen to what it sang to me.
A secret.
And do you know what? I should have listened to that bird with my heart and not only with my
ears...
Decisions that you make while drunk on effusive dreams kick back with horrible moral hangover later on. You can then pretend to be so into making that perfect shape of your nails or organizing your wardrobe by colours. And after by the length of each dress.
It does not work this way.
Chaos created by the same dreams do put everything in order. As paradoxical as it sounds, it truly does. Just start counting those minutes, hours, days.. But what the hell do I know, I do only have perfectly shaped nails.
The affairs of the courtesans and the lustrous pearls on their necks make you want to taste their inglorious trivial round. No decisions to make and no dreams to have. Pillow talk.
So I indulge in my own vanity fair. And I wear pearls and diamonds to make the dreamers entranced.
And it works.
Just as the violet-green collared bird once sang.